So what happened? I found the perfect woman at work Her name is xxxx xxxx She doesnt know how i really feel and if she did she would be horrified She is chinese young and beautiful She has the entire world at her fingertips She can have anything or any man she desired She is that perfect. She is wonderful, beautiful,lovely as a rose in the morning when the dew drops are still fresh. Kind, gentle highly intelligent, wise and yet not arrogant or conceded. She is the most beautiful woman i have ever met. So soft i could hold her hand and walk with her for days and never tire. I was Honored to go shopping with her for some shoes, we were bowling and she was bored. I was so Proud and honoured to accompany her and just watch as she tried on many dresses and other clothing. You dont understand I wasnt TIRED of walking and watching her shop, I ENJOYED IT! She has rich powerful men at her beck and call. Its almost impossible to stay away from her. She is intoxicating God i love her so. She is a princess – caring with a wonderful heart. She is so perfect like a gift from God himself. The perfect woman i wanted her as my wife my confidant my lover my closest companion. She is my equal actually she is better than i. She is So smart she could keep up with me I have never met a woman like that She is the most perfect woman, too wonderful for words She is too perfect for me. She could never know and MUST Never know how much i love her. You see she doesnt want anything to do with an old undesirable man like me. So i never ever told her i didnt want to embarress her. Even though i saw her every day i remained silent. But i realized this, she was the key. She somehow got to me and i felt the lock of my rusty old bitter heart unlock. Its crazy but its true One day i was standing in the hallway and i felt my old heart actually click. How i love her so. But i saw the rich handsome powerful young men all suiting for her hand I knew i was not the one for her. Each time as i saw her go to lunch Rich men picking her up in cars so fancy i couldnt even pronounce the name of it As she walked out the door I held it open for her and watched as she waved as another rich young man drove her away. Inside i had to choke down the tears It tore my heart apart. I wanted her happy and i knew I could never be the one to walk with her Maybe thats the way its supposed to be