The Important Things in Life
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Posted:Nov 2, 2020 1:07 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2020 7:57 pm 1156 Views
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Late night thoughts - & alcohol, help me write. - & probably flirt & too, lol. Nevertheless, I appreciate the place & I appreciate the space here, to put down thoughts and concerns. My latest concern is taking on the role of caretaker.
I’ve taken on the roles of: , Brother, lover, husband, coworker and friend with varying success. But the stakes are different now as care taker. The words imply that if I don’t Take Care, possibly no one else will - As I am the designated...
I didn’t ask for the role, as I also didn’t ask to be born. Nevertheless - Here we are...
I’m trying to do a Good Job, No - The Best Job; It’s for my Mother. She’s old, and in Harms Way and she needs help . That’s My thing! That’s My call, My Profession - In Harms Way...
The stakes have Never been higher - could never be; short of my own ; which I don’t have. Nevertheless, I am hers. So, Here I am...
The closest I have this honor and duty is working the recovery at Ground Zero. That too, came at a price. Similarly too, I continue with reluctance and resolve and at times tears. Nevertheless, I know I Have to be here. That this is Not to be passed on to someone else, who won’t care as much, or try as hard. This is Mine! Even though I have involved, loving, caring, siblings; Coworkers; My Co____ Everything!
What makes this harder is Mom has advancing dementia. She’s 90 and rounding the turn to stage 5 D... I spend most of her time being or sounding like her “ of A Bitch”, “Bastard”, Husband; My father. & yes, we do sound, walk, talk & squack alike - He’s My father... I guess you can be both - for her.
My cross to bear, it seems, is the conflagration of several conflicting things yet I can have no conflict in the Important Things in life. This journey and it’s inevitability are mine and on My Watch. Duty at Ground Zero & surviving & still protecting have steeled me for this; Yet I share this here; even here because I have no other place, firstly. Here I can unabashedly be Me. & my life, laughs and lusts could never be replete should I Not oblige The Important Things in Life. So please, forgive my misuse of this stage. It’s the only one I have on which be; Soon, once again I wil laugh & lust & jest here; I first just needed the space take care of TITIL
Thank You...
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You Better Vote People...
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Posted:Oct 22, 2020 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2020 7:57 pm 1893 Views
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Hey Y’,
I’m not here tell you how vote. You can choose Red - You can choose Blue. Frankly, just CHOOSE!
We are a boat that’s Taking Water! Stop the Water! Who is Gonna be The Captain of this Shit Boat!
Don’t comment here Blue or Red - Just Fucking Vote & Good Luck to Your Choice!
We are in the midst of a Shitstorm People! Stand and Be Counted!
I Ran into Burning Buildings & Chaos that others ran away from for 20 in HArlem NYC. Face The Fire - or We Will Die! That has motivated soldiers under fire From The Begining of Civilization! Vote [Either way] For the FUTURE. of your , Grandchildren, Nieces & Nephews!!
Thank God for a real debate tonight now: VOTE!
God Speed AMERICA...
Early Voted on 10/25/20, NYC - - You?...
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Ash Mad vs AgoraCosmopolitan Dating
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Posted:Oct 11, 2020 9:35 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2020 1:37 am 2798 Views
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Ok. this is America; you can join both.
My questions are: how many have joined both?
What do you get from one vs the other?
For starters, IDK that Ashly has a blog setup...
- just sayin’
Is one more appropriate for “attached - but looking”??
Inquiring minds want know
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Oh What a Night. VP Debate - Blowing in the Wind
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Posted:Oct 7, 2020 8:49 pm
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2020 8:18 am 2844 Views
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I’m not here cheer for any team.
I’m not here cause division.
I am here say That: I’m grateful be an American living in the US today. And this was a good example of 2 different people from opposing views and ideologies, communicating their sides & stories.
I have 50+ years through the thought that tolernce and the ability to live amongst, while living yet let Living with, is Crucial to living well. I wish Success & Peace! As a people - your success is my [our] success! The next phase should be of us prospering!
I yearn for the days when WE could Again, hold hands Together & from filled hearts sing, “We Shall Overcome” or connect over the PROFOUNDNESS of the lyric of “Blowing in The Wind”. Which was formulated & Born on a napkin in about 4 minutes!
Long before today’s divisiveness those words were penned & I have to control myself while singing it publically yet Professionaly, to entertain & get people to perhaps REAson & THink Today!
I’m relieved it’s met Still, with enthusiastic applause.
Let’s Grow & Heal.
Covid should Unite us not Divide us Amereica...
& yes, I Love You, Our Constitution & The USA!
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The Ghost in the Machine
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Posted:Oct 6, 2020 1:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2020 9:51 pm 3026 Views
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Okay, I’m human, I make mistakes. But I also went to school and paid attention. I have spent half this night editing my grammer in old & current posts! And while I’ve had a drink [Jameson’s] or 3, I know how to fking spell!
So, either the keyboard has been drinking - or there’s a ghost in the machine. And I know which, because I don’t share my whiskey!
Nevertheless, is anyone else experiencing this? Words are left out. Often little words like “to, is, me” etc. I’m typing with a keyboard on an iPad Pro; Could that be it? Mac resistance?
Mind you, I‘ll take full responsibility for when ‘’James” encourages me to say something stupid. Instant Asshole - just add alcohol.
But WTF?!
It can’t just be me; my parents raised me better!
Anyone?
-Bedazzled...
PS - It just did it again!
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Changing Tack
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Posted:Oct 5, 2020 9:04 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2020 11:03 am 2773 Views
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I’m a lousy sailor, but going use this nautical term here anyway. [Changing tack] I’m gonna change my direction regarding what I’m looking for here on AgoraCosmopolitan Dating & on my blog. I won’t delete my first entry, bc it’s my first. Firsts are... awkward. Sometimes they can be agressive mistakes, such as that one.
Reading the weather, I’m not gonna get laid here, at least no time soon, between covid & my AgoraCosmopolitan Dating immaturity. So allow me try again, reintroduce myself and what I’d like accomplish.
“Please allow introduce myself; I’m a man of wealth and taste...”
Hi ; I’m Gaz. A 50 something among the last of the Boomer generation ; I’m looking to meet interesting people online, make a connection, that is.
This is my signal, my beacon from the dark waters. Maybe you’re far, or perhaps you’re near; If you’re reading this, you see me . Feel free signal back here, or email.
-Gazmn
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It’s ur Burfday...
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Posted:Oct 3, 2020 9:09 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2020 1:30 am 2758 Views
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It’s :54 PM /03/20. I’m 56, officially in 6 mins & diminishing. & I’m writing on a No Tell Nookie website...WTF!
I want my money back for 2020!! This year has been nothing but a Shit Show!
The only semi bright spot has been The Divider in Chief and some of his enablers got the Ro...
If you don’t like my comment, that’s ok, it’s a free country -perhaps & we won’t be fukin’ anywho.
Is anyone Fuking here now? Mask on? Off? Do you bring papers showing you’re negative? Plus voter registration?
& what’s with the fake assed, pornstar stolen face, false ID, Gold diggers here!...
Feel free to comment; Even to hate - Just Be Real.
-Looky Here - It’s My Burfday...
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This is me, who are you?...
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Posted:Sep 29, 2020 10:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2020 11:05 am 3071 Views
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Hi. I’m Gaz. I talk too much, so do me a favor and shove your clit in my mouth!
I eat vegetables, so why wouldn’t I eat pussy...
it’s all in the cleaning -and the trimming...
I’m married [shocked awe and condemnation!] I’m looking for a “Discreet Cheat”. I just want to fuck - not be fucked. Why stay? We do many things together right - just not sex and intimacy. Try explaining that one...
I seek a connection... part brains, part pussy and cock [mine - sorry guyz] However, Yes love, there will be anal... & I pitch, not catch
Lust is a Wonderful Thing! What I seek, is a like minded connection... u?
BtB, my pic is an iPhone selfie taken with the late sun reflecting off my phone/cam while steering my sailboat. I Love the water and all things ocean, bay, Jimmy Buffet, Kenny Chesney, Island Style etc.
That’s the music I listen to and the music I perform as a musician. Think “The Bridge” or “The Blend” channels on Sirrius XM; -No apologies nor explanation. I am Not Hootie, although I’ve met Darius and he is an Awesome individual. I also dig jazz, blues, R&B, I just don’t make money from them.
Re sailboat:
Chances are we won’t be on mine, due the conflict of discretion. But that doesn’t mean we couldn’t work something on the water out somewhere else.
Basically, if it’s from the sea - it’s for me...
-Just sayin’
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